Friendship with Logic

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Logic was always my friend
I walked with her hand in hand
Displaying a friendship

that held a veiled sadness
Perhaps many people won’t understand me
nor recognize the weight
of seeing uncertainties
while being in college

Then to discover poetry
and through friendship
to understand
that not only my surname
but also my heart is Freedom

I live in a culture that
promotes money, excess and greed
as the good life
In a world where injustice barely matters
We are forced to win a race
where the losers become carrion
and the great winner is no murderer

I have a profession
that needs to take me to the top floor of success
In a country with corrupt politics
and the old motto of order and progress

Come to think of it, folks
I sound like a communist, talking like this
to be truly happy all you need is
two all-beef patties, special sauce, lettuce, cheese, pickles, onions on a sesame seed bun

Yeah…

I live resigned
With the vague illusion
that I have everything under control
thinking I am the programmer
And not the programmed

Much audacity on my part
to feel like I own the truth
And not understand the meaning of art
While trapped in mediocrity

To give meaning to your existence
is not easy but it is allowed
and if that feeling is not strong
everything is forgotten

Today, September 13th
is Programmer’s Day
and I came here to celebrate poetry
because I’ve been needing
less logic and much more love

This poem was written for the Cultural Festival Sobrenome Liberdade (hence the reference in the 3rd paragraph) on 09/13/2013 (as the last paragraph elucidates).

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Laura Esteves

Laura Esteves

Laura Esteves builds worlds with words, and dismantles the ones that already exist. She writes about what hurts, what transforms and what refuses to be forgotten. She writes about love, identity and the systems that insist on defining us.

She believes literature is the only place where truth doesn't need permission. Her texts are born from the certainty that every story told with courage is an act of freedom; for whoever writes and whoever reads.